yeap, that is how i feel now.
i used to be a very calm person, hate confrontation, accept everything with little or no complain. but now i change … a lot actually.
suddenly, im a trouble maker at this place. i mean i complain a lot about everything to everyone. i just cant stay quite and silence if i see or hear that someone is being treated badly. and i complain a lot about a bunch of all other things, especially about how unprofessional “this group” handling things.
anyway, lately i realize that “this group” has made everything more difficult to me. it feels like there’s gonna be a war between me and them.
or maybe im just being paranoid? … oh Lord … whatever …
