Here are the signs:
- I was (am) miserable and still not happy [note: i am accepting this fact]
- I am not in the participant list for the annual meeting which means my program is not important [note: a bit relieve, does not need to pretend when meeting all the foreigners that made my friend's life like hell]
- Witnessed how head of t**r**m office misused his power to get a free and easy Rp 75 mill (i think he needs the money to pay for his mistresses in Jakarta and Bali ). My reaction when I found out: terrible head ache, cold sweat, my hurt beat so fast [note: really really sad about this ugly truth ...]
- Cannot secure any fund for my tiny project [note: so ... nothing to motivate me for the next year then]
It hurts so bad, when all these signs presented themselves one by one. I do hope I am not stupid enough to stay and give another chance to this job and people. I signed my contract but my boss knows that I might resign at any second, this means I just need to stay long enough until the next good sign.
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